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Charlotte Writes Things | Taking A Break

“You don’t start out writing good stuff. You start out writing crap stuff and thinking it’s good stuff, and then gradually you get better at it.” – Octavia E. Butler

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I am always doing something. More often than not, I’m multi-tasking too. When I wrote the notes that would become this blog post, I was watching a movie. While writing these very words, I am catching up on the latest episode of Jane The Virgin. I fill up my time with so many things that often I double up just to get through it all. This often leads to burning myself out. Which is the position I’ve found myself in with my latest project.

I’ve mentioned before about the little targets I set myself but those writing sessions only go so far when the story itself isn’t working. I’ve spent the past month jumping around the timeline to bits I feel like I’m ready to work on only to hit wall after wall.

So I’ve taken the hardest decision of all: taking a break. It’s not often talked about because writing is often seen as a rush to a metaphorical finish line, but taking time away from a project is just as important as working day in and day out on it. For now, this story needs that breathing space and I need to take the time to rest a little and recover.

It’s easy to feel guilty about it. It’s very difficult to do and I think almost every day about whether it is the right decision or not. But I need to stick to it. How long will the break be? I don’t know. Will I ever return to this project? I don’t know. And I’m starting to learn that it’s alright. Slowly but surely. This project, or whatever I move on to next, will be worth it for the time out I take right now.

Have you ever taken a break?

Do you feel guilt for not writing?

Author:

A proud Hufflepuff who talks about books and also tries to write them.

One thought on “Charlotte Writes Things | Taking A Break

  1. All the time. 😀 Usually nothing works unless I take breaks. It took me ages to realise that, though, and longer still to get comfortable with the idea. I still get pangs of guilt over the issue. So yeah… I’d love to say stuff like, “Don’t worry about it, honey!” But I know how hollow that is, so Imma say: hang tough. And take care of yourself.

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