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Support The Stories, Not The Author

[Brief Note: trigger warnings for sexual assualt and I also want to make it clear that these are my views and you are free to disagree.]

[Edit: Since writing this post the author I focused on for this piece has been dropped by both UK & US Publishers and their agent.]


Over the past few days, I’ve been in two minds as whether to write this blog post or not. But I feel that it’s something I need to talk about and to dismiss it lessens the importance of what is happening within the book community.

Sexual harassment is a big talking point at the moment and I am glad that it is finally being brought to the forefront of many discussions. But with those very discusssions comes people on opposing sides and I’ve found it increasingly difficult to  partake in these conversations based on what I’ve been through myself. Things like #TimesUp and #MeToo are empowering, important movements if you’re brave enough to stand up and talk about your experiences… but not everyone is and we need to remember that.

I don’t want to sensationalise victims coming forward, but when authors started indirecting about certain unnamed authors involved in sexual harrassment, I, like many tried to guess who it could be. Rather naively I thought the book industry would be different and then the bookseller survey came out.

A few days ago, these particular authors posted their cyptic tweets, and the article came out more recently and I felt my stomach drop at one of the names that came to the forefront shortly after.

I’m not going to name them here, not to protect them or anything but mainly to cover my own back. Maybe a little bit of it is that I’m still processing too. For transparency’s sake: I did wait until more information came out before making this post. I.e: a statement. But if you know you know, and if you don’t you don’t. As the news has started to extend beyond the community, you don’t have to look far to find out who they are.

One of the names in particular hit me hard because it was someone I really looked up to and admired; someone who had inspired some of my own creative work and someone I hoped I would meet one day. Like many, I felt a connection to this individual’s work as we all tend to do as readers. I found myself wanting to step up and say “no, let’s wait to hear what they have to say.” That was when I knew I needed to step back.

You may be shaking your head at me while reading this, disagreeing with me for “blindly believing the victims” or saying “it’s only real if they went to the police.” But as one who was once not believed herself, and terrified of going to the police because of the repercussions I might face, it’s difficult for me to disconnect. Anyway, I found myself not reacting in the same way I would if it was someone that I didn’t look up to and with the anger bursting online, I had to take a break from my main source of social media to try to process everything, make sure that I was alright (self care is super important), and also reconstruct my view of this particular author.

I’m incredibly close to the series and didn’t want to give that up. Their books formed the initial framework of both my blog and my channel; they were what I used when trialing new content and I especially don’t want to be seen, in the future, of endorsing this author and their actions if I chose to make a video or do another post about their stories. I want to make it clear that I won’t be buying anymore of their books, but I am tired of feeling like I have to give up the things that I love because of their creators: see Fantastic Beasts regarding Rowling/Depp.

I looked to the fandom for this particular author and saw that they have simply cast the author aside, proclaiming that the books belong to them and only them; that they are the new creators and refuse to give up the stories. While obviously it’s impossible to ignore the proverbial elephant in the room, I appreciate the sentiment.

I still don’t know what I am going to do in the future when I want to delve back into their stories soon and update my Goodreads to show what page I’m on, or post excited tweets about seeing my favourite characters again. But I do know that I will not be supporting this author. Though, I am not going to give up these stories.

I’m not letting that be taken away from me.


A proud Hufflepuff who talks about books and also tries to write them.

2 thoughts on “Support The Stories, Not The Author

  1. I’d only been back blogging a couple of days when I saw the news and it really hit me. What struck me the most is that literally nowhere is safe. I used books as an escape from abuse myself and to find out that the very books I was reading was written by abusers was a hard pill to swallow.

    Two of the authors in particular, I have their books on my shelves and I am choosing to keep them there and read them. I have to seperate the books from the author and just try not to support the author further.

    I think a lot of readers expect that we should take down the books from our shelves and chuck them but I think, keep them. If we were going to chuck out perfectly good books by problematic men, Alice In Wonderland would be a good place to start and Peter Pan would have to go.

    Vee @ Under The Mountain

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    1. I’m back from my break now and I felt that, more for my piece of mind than anything, I needed to construct some sort of post laying out my feelings. It is still difficult to process that someone I looked up a lot did something like this – I mean, their statement pretty much admits they did it – but I’m just exhausted of feeling like I can’t enjoy things because people connected to them. I love these stories, I love their adaptations and I won’t give them up.

      As you said, the scary thing is the scale. As more focus is pushed onto this important topic you realise that, not only is it happening everywhere, but that so many people have been silenced and suffering for so long.

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